Yo luv...hi. This is the last time am gonna tell you a few things. Don't tear apart this piece of paper. A few lines are not gonna harm you. Firstly, wish you a Happy Puja. Won't lie by writing that you are enjoying this puja a lot. But you will get over. Am sure of that. At times, I still get a bit angry on you, coz I try to figure out the reasons for our splitting. But the intensity has gone down. Your presence turned an animal into a man. Your absence has turned the man into a gentleman. Have become much more reserved. You have always been very loving and considerate. But pull down your expectations a bit. Every person has his own pros and cons. You can't customize humans, can you? Don't keep running from your past. You still are the girl whose eyes used to order me. Try to have confidence on people dear, there are good people in this world apart from your family. Trusting people has actually become my problem, coz your departure has hammered the final nail in my coffin; I can't trust anyone nowadays. There's another thing I'd like to tell ya. Try to avoid the corporate world. You are a really good girl, but this corporate stuff is not your cup of tea. I have always had a bad feeling about this, hence I had decided to make you join my business. Don't let anyone influence your decisions, anyone. There's another thing...try to control your insecurity feeling, coz your words in those moments can hurt someone. The real fight will begin now dear, fight hard. I will keep on updating myself about you from time to time. Afterall am a stubborn scorpio. But don't worry, that's my problem.
I have never ever doubted you. Maybe I used some wrong words or tones, but that's life. Hope someone stayed back in the car with my tired darling on Shashthi night. Know what? When I went to your sister's home to bring you back, I had'nt properly taken food for two days. My legs were shaking a bit, so I asked your mom if I could just rest for 10 minutes. She snapped back ordering me to leave within 5 minutes. She had her reasons, I understand. But that is the biggest insult I have ever received. Still, I never thought of getting even. For love's sake, this much can be beared..right? Never sacrifice your dignity for anything dear, but remember...love is something ethereal. We fight and quarrel with our loved ones only. Long letter eh? Fingers are paining now. I no longer write anecdotes. Have loved and cared for you as much as I can. But guess I have my limitations. Nowadays am doing what my brain is best designed for...am earning money. The irony is, have no one to spend it on. Miss you, my Lady in Red. Love you.
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It's one of the loveliest piece of write-up I've come across lately :) In fact, I can relate to you in this writing for what I used to feel when I'd a heartbreak! =((
This one write-up was enough to make me follow your blog.
You write well. Keep it up!
just awsome....u write really well....
i wont say its awesome coz somehow i cud feel wat akash is going thru....u write really well but ur story is too sad... love stories r actually sad....sigh!!!!